07/22/2013
Dear my blog,
Everyone knows how hurt their heart when they find something that will never leave on their mind, it feel like a knife that cuts the heart into pieces. I know the boys are must have an understanding like a girl as well, but girl's feel is more important than boy's.. why? Because, the girls do everything with her feelings and they are cant keep the problem of the things like a boy.. eventually, the girl would be cry or will not believe anymore at all. The most people may shows the pain by being awkward and uncaring each other, i think thats not the way to be better..
Yap, its what i feel and its what i need to get some happiness from someone i dream in the future.. If you visit my blog for the first time, you wont find the post that i telling you about him because all was deleted. I never thought i will get to know him so far, for sure he is someone what i want and what i need in the future.. Im not give up to reach my dream with him, although i always being hurt i wont to stop dreaming and try to get that fast. I also make sure that he is will never find someone like me who loves and stay for him for so long.
Im just tired, i kinda tired being ignore everythime he was happy and getting good mood 'cause another girl.. Im just thought that thats not only me who stay by his side, put a smile on his face, care to him a lot, or other things :( if he is really loves me and wanted me, i want him to makes me believe at all what he did. Okay may its my fault, i cant trust him better.
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